Kia ([info]starswing) wrote,
@ 2007-11-08 13:36:00
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Current mood: numb
Current music:Danzai no Hana ~Guilty Sky~

"... I can't go after that!! D:"
Did my speech today.

Went to the front of the room, went through the slides presentation, said my piece, got to the part where it was talking about anorexia leading to depression and how, if you knew someone who was suffering, you shouldn't stay silent on the issue. Maybe it was the five hours of sleep. Maybe it was the stress. Maybe it was the other thing. Who knows.

I burst into tears in front of the entire class. And trust me, it's VERY hard to finish a speech professionally when you're sobbing. But I tried and then the professor let me leave the room to calm down.

Good job, Kia. Let's see how the rest of the day goes, hm? x.x


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[info]forgo
2007-11-08 08:46 pm UTC (link)
orz Kiaaaa. *cling*

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[info]starswing
2007-11-08 08:48 pm UTC (link)
Ahaha epic fail is me. ;;

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[info]forgo
2007-11-08 08:50 pm UTC (link)
♥

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[info]botling
2007-11-08 08:50 pm UTC (link)
*cliiiiings* The important part with you tried to finish professionally?

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[info]starswing
2007-11-08 08:53 pm UTC (link)
I-I don't know how effective it was, but...? XD;;

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[info]botling
2007-11-08 08:55 pm UTC (link)
:Dbb

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[info]arcanelegacy
2007-11-08 08:52 pm UTC (link)
Oh, Kia. Mad props for trying to get through it anyway. Feel better!

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[info]momentum
2007-11-08 08:55 pm UTC (link)
*hugs* I'm glad you got through it at least, because if it had been me, I would've just stopped abruptly and leave. T__T

You're too hard on yourself Kia, you really need to calm down and take a break. I'm really worried about you. =\

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[info]melissa_chan
2007-11-08 10:05 pm UTC (link)
I think you are so unbelievably amazing for getting through it nonetheless. *huggles* I agree with [info]momentum, you really do need a break! Take care of yourself, okay?

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[info]sashayaki
2007-11-08 10:05 pm UTC (link)
*hugs* Feel better,Kia-Kia. ;-;

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[info]esotaria
2007-11-08 10:08 pm UTC (link)
Oh babe. *snuggleluffs* I agree with all the above comments. Some topics just get to us.

Feel better, love! D=

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[info]kiri_no_tanuki
2007-11-08 10:14 pm UTC (link)
*loves and hugs* It's awesome that you intended to finish the speech as best as you could.

You definitely need a mini-vacation/break as soon as you can get it, so when you do enjoy it for all it's worth, 'kay?

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[info]splendidshadows
2007-11-08 10:29 pm UTC (link)
Aww, well at least you got it over with now? D:

Feel better soon! ♥

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[info]sweet_chii
2007-11-08 11:35 pm UTC (link)
Aww. ;A; Although it's totally unexplainable, I'm sorry it happened. *hughug* I hope you're feeling better.

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[info]_monteh_
2007-11-09 12:21 am UTC (link)
God, that .. that sucks. DD:

But atleast you tried to finish it?

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[info]dandon_trj
2007-11-09 12:30 am UTC (link)


Now stop being so hard on yourself, missy. ♥

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[info]starswing
2007-11-09 12:50 am UTC (link)
....

I love you.

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[info]aku_neko_sama
2007-11-09 01:08 am UTC (link)
Aw, dude, I do that all the time. It's horrible, isn't it?

On the plus side, most people probably just thought 'oh my god she has a friend who's anorexic! D:' and felt sympathy for you.

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[info]starswing
2007-11-09 01:35 am UTC (link)
It's AWFUL. x.x

Ahahaha I got mobbed in the bathroom afterwards. ;;; "KIA, ARE YOU OKAY?? D:"

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[info]aku_neko_sama
2007-11-09 01:44 am UTC (link)
Aw, man, at least your classmates care! When I freaked out last finals-week, I had two dudes check on me. That was it. (One of them invited me to go out drinking with his buddies too - awww. XD)

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[info]luminamon
2007-11-09 02:11 am UTC (link)
*cliiiiiiiiiiingle-clings*

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[info]wrytersblock
2007-11-09 03:40 am UTC (link)
*hugs* Feel better. You did your best and more importantly, you finished. That's a strength if I've ever seen one, standing up and forging on even with the tears. *fluffs* It'll be okay.

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[info]white_ookami
2007-11-09 06:07 am UTC (link)
WOMAN, WHY DON'T I EVER SEE YOU ON AIM?

I'm glad you were able to get through it; that takes a lot of strength on your part. Now stop being so hard on yourself or I might have to whip out the menorah. :<

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[info]volatilesublime
2007-11-09 07:21 am UTC (link)
*hugs* I agree with everyone else. You showed a lot of strength in a difficult situation. But you can't let it get you down. Just gotta keep going, okay? ♥

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[info]sashayaki
2007-11-09 06:05 pm UTC (link)
*hugs hugs hugs*

Here's a cute pug licking your monitor to make you feel better.

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[info]shin_inu
2007-11-09 11:31 pm UTC (link)
*many hugs* I loves you, Kia-chan. I hope you're feeling better.

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